3:05 PM. Friday, September 11, 2009
HI KIDS.
Prolly switching to Tumblr temporarily after my O's.
I'm too emotionally-attached to blogger to fully switch. (4 years bby)
**
Next week is the start of prelims & i have not prepared a single shit.
Have you? Pleaseee say no. :)
Don't expect me to update for manymanymanymany weeks.
Follow me on Twitter
Or Facebook.
I'm online everyday.
XXXXOXO.
P.S.: Oh yeah. Apparently, im in l____. ohmy.
3:29 PM. Saturday, August 15, 2009
I miss you
, when something really good happens, you’re the first one I want to share it with. Because I miss you when something is troubling me, you’re the only one who would’ve understand.
Because I miss you, when I laugh and cry, you’re the only one who could make me laugh harder and make my tears disappear.
I don’t know where we went and why we grew apart,
but you should know....
I miss you.
9:14 PM. Monday, August 10, 2009
Hi.
I want to castrate all living boys on Earth.
Except gays.
Bye.
1:28 PM. Sunday, August 02, 2009
Is it me, or Blogger's abit screwy?
24th July was an awesome day.
met up with old buddies in school.
Abu is taller than me now, and i'm very: =(
Walked back to Clementi with Diyana.
talked about tonz of stuffs uh.
luv you. <3
**
J. has been giving me "lectures" again.
& no dude, i'm not 'missing someone' like you said.
HAWHHAWHAW.
p.s.: thanks farah. i'll remember you till i become a nenek. :)
7:50 PM. Wednesday, July 15, 2009
Malay 'O'-Level Orals was today.
Went New Town sec, throw dirty looks at mInahzx and screwed the conversation.
Great.
**
I need to type this out. I'm in an emotional mess right now.
Bear with me yea.
Today...
I did not expect to see You.
When I saw You, my heart skipped a beat.
& when our eyes met, I swear I felt loved again.
I remembered....
4 years ago...
we were kids, and You are my buddy.
I remembered...
You pulling my ponytail, making fun of me, calling me names, laughing at my mistakes, playing catching, nonsensical talks during lessons, arguing, kicking my chair.....
Nevertheless, You made me laugh.
There's one time, I was crushing so hard on somebody..
and You teased me about it for weeks!
But, You backed me up anyway.
Just like any buddy would.
Afew crucial months before PSLE...
You confessed something,
to my other buddy.
She told me of course, & I was speechless.
Why do You even like me?
That day on...
I avoided You like Fuck.
PSLE came & went...
I did'nt get to say "Goodbye" to You.
I was flawed.
I realised,
I made a big mistake.
Truth is,
I like You.
- - -
I finally saw You today, after FOUR YEARS.
Out of all places.. Your own school hall; about to take our orals.
I did'nt notice You at first. I turned to the right & saw You looking at me.
I went "Oh SHIT!" and hid behind my friend.
You changed alot.......
But Your eyes, they're the same.
The same eyes that I used to look into for laughter & friendship.
I glanced at You, You glanced at me.
And this was done over & over again, till' my head was in a blur.
I've always wondered where You went after Primary school & how You turned out to be.....
Guess I do know now.
I know, I had hurt Your feelings... 4 years ago.
I'm sorry.
Fate is creepy.
For the past few weeks before today, I suddenly thought alot about You.
yes, ALOT. I do mean, ALOTTT.
You were never far from my mind.
Again, I'm sorry.
And..
I Miss You.
xoxo, S.
9:23 PM. Saturday, July 11, 2009
Finally re-activated my Twitter account.
Will be updating it through my mobile phone now since i'm fvcken lazy to switch the computer on.
that is.. till' i get the mobile device plan setting sorted.
FOLLOW ME!
http://twitter.com/fakevenom
**
Oh, things have been going quite well lately.
school's being cool to me, so far.
went coffee-drinking with Fiq @ Changi. yaysie.
had an awesome time.
AND,
I would like to Thank You.
for making me realise and appreciate the people around me.
You tried to poison my mind, indirectly asking me to push all these people away..
I did.
I turned my back on them. I had doubts about them.
But the truth is, they cared for me....
Much more than you do.
I trusted. Take in all your lies.
Kept on making excuses for you.
Whats the point in this?
I'll just put on a FAKE mask now.
I'll be normal/friendly to you as usual.
But deep down inside,
both you & I know....
the real truth.
xoxo, S.
2:18 PM. Monday, June 29, 2009
Cobra Starship's new album.
Hot mess.
excited to ze coreee.
**
Oh-no.
She knows about me and you.
